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 August 14,2023

Today is a Monday , It was a gloomy morning just like my mind and heart. I had discovered a technique called the "Pomodoro" , which means Tomato in Italian.

 

Refer Picture , Too lazy to explain further.... 

To whoever's reading this , I don't know how to change this to private people , the interface has been changed...

So whoever's reading this whether this is Violet , or some random stranger who just took interest into my life .. (I think no-one's gonna read this besides ..) Anyways , This is a blog after a very long time and I mean a really long time , This was my escape from reality then , 2 yrs back , When it was some really painful days .. , Now too are some painful days or at least for me I guess , Ever felt that feeling when you love someone so really badly that you fear losing them , ig that's one way to explain "True Love" , it it doesn't scare you , its not actual love I guess , Today a song called "my ex's best friend" by Machine Gun Kelly kept running on my mind , it went something like....

Song

"I swear to god , I never fall in love , Then you showed up and I can't get enough of it" [Insert really nice rock music...]

*pout* , Have you ever missed the days that actually made you happy and the person that you were the most high state of mind , dreams with , and now that person itself considers you garbage and doesn't wanna share your dreams and life thinking its 'fake' , or the fact that it won't last , I wonder how that works ... , I wonder If I ever come across her mind now and if she really meant everything that she said me , promised me , did for me cause I know it is and always will be .... , if not , they can straight up say it to me.......ig , BUT I'D RATHER DIE...

I'm some nocturnal animal ig , I'm tired but I'm still trying.....cuz I KNOW MY LOVE IS NEVER DYING..

With love to Violet.

~Aki,