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Hm, Today I woke up sooner , I felt pretty gloomy and thought about only 1 day to go for school , and I feel happy about it tbh , after 1 month , I can see Violet, Its pretty exciting to be honest hehee....eeeeeeeee, And also today I remembered a wish Violet had asked me ,I'll mention it up later xD , itsss a lilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll yk naughty.

Today me and dad, took apart our old washing machine , ofc you may ask why , the thing is that we replaced that washing machine back in January since dad had money to do so, but the old one actually still does work , and we tried running it up you know. And fortunately , it does run good , just a lil noisy but its still perfect , We removed the top and cleaned the digital panel just so you know clean the dust inside. It was fun , I had a nice time-pass ,Let's say it distracted me from being sad about not being able to talk to Violet , then We also had a slight problem, the drum wasn't spinning but the motor was running , so then we found out that it was the motor belt that wasn't attached , IDK how did we miss that , maybe the last time they serviced the machine, They must've forgot.

Since, School's starting , I gotta get copies of my Japanese Textbooks, cuzzzzz like I was supposed to learn for the most beginner level exam, but then dad came up with an idea that why waste time on the beginner level , go the intermediate cuz then , only 2 more exams would be left for the advance level , which is the level I need to get into Japan and probably get a citizen-ship certificateeeeeeeee......

I can't wait to be 18 , but at the same I feel scared cuz as kids , We always thought being an adult would make life easy, honestly it sometimes gets harder, People would expect more from you , since your all grown up and if you can't fulfill that you'd probably have the lowest value in the soceity or infact in your own family. But that doesn't mean Violet would do the same righttt , She will never lose.....hope in me , She believes somehow I can make it, Its really good having someone like that you know and for me its my own waifu , that's a bonusss you know. Btwww that naughty wish I was talking about iss......a clue I'll give : Rose & Jack , Drawing . Btww also babee tomorrow they're gonna do some electrical maintenance work  , So even if all are out I can't contact you ig , like as if what we're already going through isn't enough , TOMORROW IS THE FINAL DAY I'MMAAA I HAVE TO GO THROUGHHHHH SO YEHHHHHHHH IDC , IDCCC , I'M ACTUALLY REALLYYYYYYYYYYYY HAPPY , THAT THIS IS ALL OVER , I really had lot of plans to spend it with you , and it all went to dust in a very suprising way , I'm sorry if I talked a lil harsh in the above lines babyy , its just a lil stress you know , I can barely hold up to be honest , btw I'm gonna go cut my hair too ig tmrw , you know the same hair style the one you likedddd < 3

Gotta ready my bag and other stuffss , I'm not packing too much right , I literally have nothing in my back , its the rain cover that makes it look bulky as fuck you know. Its pretty heavy tooooooooo , Buttt idc , its kind of like an exercise which will sorta help me in a way to carry you in the futureee < 3 , I can't wait to do that you know I wanna literally vibe with my most precious person on the planet , And I also remember that moment during IT revision , We both got really late and I walked in the class and you came with all my books , and I said you to keep them in my bag yourself cuzzz , I had to pack my lunch-bag , that moment you looked my angel at work ,you know you looked elegentttt and cutee as helll , kinda felt like we're married already and your getting your bag ready for work and I'm packing lunch for you , even though it was just a few seconds it was very heavenly and pleasing time. Wish time went slow when I want it to , I can literally change everything that way. If I could slow or speed up time , I can literally come see you in class everyday you know , just slowed down time and I walk into your class and your teacher will barely see or like remember me , cuz after seeing you I would've gone and it would be just here imaginationn....... lol I'm talking like an idiot right , Imagining things again xD.

 Anyways babee , nala saptu thoongu , kaal vali ki suda thani rub panite iru seriyaa , aprm get your things ready , na solanum nu avasiyam ila cuzz yen babe pathi ennaku theriyum , Un career endhavidha romba secure soooo go , READY,AIM AND FIRE seriyaa lol . 

Love you , V

--Aki