#5

 Day#5

So,Day #5 hmm ,Idk what to enter today , nothing great really happened today but I've got a busy day tomorrow.Even thoug our exam just got over , Our School doesn't show mercy does it? of course IT DOESN'T.

 I have to submit my record , My uhhh what do you call that ? English Internals thing. Which luckily is ready , and I have some projects pending but I don't really care cuz
there are other things I wanna do , and Yeah I procrastinate

  a lot I know, People around me don't really notice it though. And yeah I have to change myself I know.

TODAY MY frand, "D" couldn't come to school today , He's got some "plumbing issues" , so I got to sit in this place today , Which was fun well sorta. I just carried on my work  for the first time in years I was able to  draw and ink in the public like even if teachers saw me I wasn't alerted. Today had a slight bulges out like you know that weird situations where some teacher just enters your class and when you have to stand up for each time they enter and leave ,Its stressing you know to be honest and pissing off.

 I talked to her during Lunch today , Which was nice.  She totally roasted me like I was in a grill by talking about my one little mistake. And Yeah , She has all the rights to do so lmao. She's the best ,I feel damn safe talking to her and She promises to protect me too like she knows how insecure I am. And we talked about what she wanted for "the day".

I've made my blog private now which feels more secure cuz  now I can type more without having some other mofos reading my journal except the people I only want.I already feel insecure on keeping my Journal online.

Current song playing right now as I write this, Its an OST ie,Original Soundtrack  from a really fucking great movie that I love "Mobile Suit Gundam : Hathaway's Flash" by one of "the" legendary composers for anime Hiroyuki Sawano. I've just got a call from "D" saying she wants the blog soon. But that doesn't mean I'm gonna hurry up this blog It'll always be 9pm my deadline and I'll try my best to catch up to it. I just downloaded the movie "Bachelor" without my parents knowing in 1hr which was a risky task but I'll be watching it sometime else. I saw her smile today which made me feel good too . And today was weirdly rough to be honest, don't know how a stupid would describe it. Just mixed feelings today. Anyways I actually thought of taking a leave tomorrow cuz I just thought I feel like one I feel exhausted from these tests and exams , But I didn't want to hurt her trust so. I SWEAR TO GOD  Its so damn tiring , I can barely eat I don't feel like eating She's always on my mind , And ooh one more thing. I finished the APPLICATION thingy for 11th grade and yeah I'm officially in the 3rd group , Now its all in FATE's hands whether we end up in the same class or not. Hopefully WEEE WILL !.
 
Today's blog isn't much long like yesterday's or like the one before that right ? Well guess on different days your words to say would change , Its 8:37 now and I'll be done by 8:55 or 50 probably ig so.

btw oooh , in that movie's soundtrack I really fucking love this soundtrack called 

"XI"  It gives me the hype , try hearing it babe , I'll post the link below if you want it you know. We aren't able to talk at least we can vibe to the same songs or soundtracks?
Everytime I see your face , It  reminds of the future I'm fighting for here you know. IDK if your friends are telling this babe but your face has become so dull . IK I look the same too , But this is not about me ! , all this for you or rather for us so its my fucking responsibility to make sure you take care of yourself . Just bite your teeth and get
through this year you know .

And Yeah , I agree babe , I'm believing everyone , But you won't realise it until You get trapped in their GENJUTSU  its an anime thing which means like a illusion trap. I'll only believe you from now on , I can relate to that song "ENEMY" by Imagine Dragons.

Remember babe , On Discord you once had a pfp of an animated girl who looked angry , the song Enemy is from her series , the series is actually interesting not gonna lie. 

Anyways ,I'mma end my blog here , I literally wanna keep writing forever you know , but meh its almost 9 ryt so. : p

Love you baby , byeeee.