#1

Everything is in DEEP SHIT

So, Looks like this is supposed to be a personal journal to a person or a public journal for everyone to read and enjoy , anyways fuck that . I'm keeping this private and it seems fun writing blog. And I can actually improve my typing speed through this, Anyways How is life to you or anyone who's reading this.

 Although , This is gonna take at least an hour of typing and actually checking if people are reading this , like c'mon who would read the blog of an idiot in pain or idiot who's gone crazy by pain.

I'm typing this first blog listening to a variety of songs , I mostly listen to Japanese songs , yet I end up in English some or the other time. I'm listening to "Sunflower" by Austin Post and Swae Lee as I type this. Pretty old one if u ask me , but when's that ever stopped us . A song is a song you know what I mean.

People reading this probably know why I sound so dark and bad in this is cause , my parents CAN'T accept that I love someone else as a dearly besides them . Like c'mon it was bound to happen one day. Anyways today was a fucking disaster to be honest. My girl couldn't come to school, I already knew it beforehand but still it hurt you know that sly guy inside me always gets pissed off even if its petty shit. When it comes to her it always makes me angry if things don't go the way I want to , Like sometimes We both expect the right time to talk in class , but some hindrance fucks our way, 

I'm ending this Blog here since , I still didn't eat and I'm basically stress eating these days like its nothing. IDK WHAT ELSE TO CALL IT.